{"id":910,"date":"2017-11-12T04:49:37","date_gmt":"2017-11-12T02:49:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=910"},"modified":"2017-11-12T04:51:01","modified_gmt":"2017-11-12T02:51:01","slug":"vad-vill-jag-och-hur-med-vad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=910","title":{"rendered":"Vad vill jag och hur med vad?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Drifting around everywhere and nowhere<br \/>\nDrifting by the wind, not being able to control where<\/p>\n<p>Jag vet inte riktigt vad jag vill med n\u00e5gonting k\u00e4nns det som.<br \/>\nTvivlar p\u00e5 s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 olika s\u00e4tt.<br \/>\nJag vet inte vart jag vill vara, vart jag vill h\u00f6ra hemma.<br \/>\nVad jag vill g\u00f6ra eller hur jag vill g\u00f6ra.<br \/>\nMen jag antar att det ger sig, p\u00e5 ett eller annat s\u00e4tt.<br \/>\nAtt inte k\u00e4nna att jag h\u00f6r hemma d\u00e4r jag vill vara k\u00e4nns fruktansv\u00e4rt.<br \/>\nAtt jag inte tillf\u00f6r n\u00e5got utan bara \u00e4r d\u00e4r f\u00f6r att typ..<\/p>\n<p>Beh\u00f6ver nog vila och komma till ro i skallen f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 ordning.<br \/>\nF\u00e5 tillbaka energin igen f\u00f6r nu b\u00f6rjar det k\u00e4nnas som i vintras lite grann.<br \/>\nOm n\u00e5gon s\u00e4ger de vill vara min v\u00e4n s\u00e5 tar jag p\u00e5 n\u00e5t s\u00e4tt f\u00f6r givet att de vill prata med mig och ses n\u00e5n g\u00e5ng ibland. Kolla hur jag m\u00e5r och vad som h\u00e4nder i mitt liv.<br \/>\nP\u00e5 det s\u00e4tt som jag \u00e4r intresserad och fr\u00e5gar mina v\u00e4nner hur de m\u00e5r och s\u00e5.<br \/>\nN\u00e4r jag inte f\u00e5r n\u00e5t s\u00e5nt tillbaka b\u00f6rjar jag undra lite vad det \u00e4r f\u00f6r v\u00e4nskap, om vi har olika bilder och tankar av hur v\u00e4nskap \u00e4r eller om de andra helt enkelt inte bryr sig om mig som v\u00e4n utan bara som n\u00e5n ytlig bekant eller &#8220;hangaround&#8221;.<br \/>\nMen f\u00e5r se n\u00e4r jag f\u00e5r energi nog att ta itu med det om det inte visar sig.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/20170709_215115.jpg\">Solnedg\u00e5ng p\u00e5 ena jobbet<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-899\" src=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/20170709_215115-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"584\" height=\"438\" srcset=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/20170709_215115-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/20170709_215115-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/20170709_215115-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/20170709_215115-400x300.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Drifting around everywhere and nowhere Drifting by the wind, not being able to control where Jag vet inte riktigt vad jag vill med n\u00e5gonting k\u00e4nns det som. Tvivlar p\u00e5 s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 olika s\u00e4tt. 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