{"id":808,"date":"2017-08-09T02:49:59","date_gmt":"2017-08-09T00:49:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=808"},"modified":"2017-08-09T02:49:59","modified_gmt":"2017-08-09T00:49:59","slug":"forandring-energi-och-tankar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=808","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6r\u00e4ndring, energi och tankar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6r mycket tankar.<br \/>\nMycket h\u00e4nder p\u00e5 m\u00e5nga plan.<br \/>\nVissa saker kan jag kontrollera till viss del, andra mindre, vissa inte alls.<\/p>\n<p>Orkar inte ta ansvar f\u00f6r allt \u00e4ven om jag vet att vissa tycker jag ska fixa mer \u00e4n jag g\u00f6r. D\u00e4remot tar jag redan ansvar eller tar p\u00e5 mig skulden f\u00f6r s\u00e5dant som inte \u00e4r mitt fel eller n\u00e5got jag borde fixa.<\/p>\n<p>Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 r\u00e4tsida p\u00e5 mina tankar och vart jag ska rikta och fokusera min vilja och energi.<br \/>\nHar ett projekt som jag verkligen vill lyckas med, tror jag.<br \/>\nMen fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r om jag v\u00e5gar.<\/p>\n<p>Alldeles f\u00f6r mycket att vara nerv\u00f6s f\u00f6r.<br \/>\nMycket som tar mina tankar och min energi.<br \/>\nEn ganska enkel sak som skulle spara mycket m\u00f6rka tankar kommer jag inte f\u00e5 ens om jag ber om det, och jag vet inte ens varf\u00f6r.<\/p>\n<p>Inre stress som ger problem att koncentrera mig ordentligt.<br \/>\nInre stress av flera orsaker som jag inte ens kan styra, tror jag.<br \/>\nInte v\u00e5gar f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka p\u00e5verka av r\u00e4dsla som inte riktigt st\u00e4mmer \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r den har p\u00e5 s\u00e4tt och vis redan infriats n\u00e4stan helt.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e5got m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt.<br \/>\nFr\u00e5gan \u00e4r bara vad och n\u00e4r.<br \/>\nOch i vilken ordning&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/20170509_220631.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-809\" src=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/20170509_220631-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"584\" height=\"329\" srcset=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/20170509_220631-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/20170509_220631-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/20170509_220631-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/20170509_220631-500x281.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Utsikten fr\u00e5n ett av hotellen jag jobbar p\u00e5.<br \/>\nSolnedg\u00e5ngar \u00e4r bra vackra men sv\u00e5ra f\u00e5 riktigt r\u00e4ttvisa p\u00e5 bild.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6r mycket tankar. 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Orkar inte ta ansvar f\u00f6r allt \u00e4ven om jag vet att vissa tycker jag ska fixa mer \u00e4n jag &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=808\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-808","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blogg"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/808","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=808"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/808\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":810,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/808\/revisions\/810"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=808"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=808"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=808"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}