{"id":765,"date":"2017-06-12T23:43:04","date_gmt":"2017-06-12T21:43:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=765"},"modified":"2017-06-13T15:46:12","modified_gmt":"2017-06-13T13:46:12","slug":"rastlos-och-lite-lag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=765","title":{"rendered":"Rastl\u00f6s och lite l\u00e5g"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6r rastl\u00f6s f\u00f6r att vilja sova.<br \/>\nF\u00f6r mycket tankar som rusar.<br \/>\nOm allt m\u00f6jligt, framtiden, jobbet och flera vinklar p\u00e5 allt av det.<br \/>\nK\u00e4nner jag gjort n\u00e5t fel men inte riktigt vet vad ens eller jagat mina v\u00e4nner men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker t\u00e4nka att det bara \u00e4r hj\u00e4rnsp\u00f6ken f\u00f6r att jobbschemat ger en tung period.<\/p>\n<p>Beh\u00f6ver nog semester eller iallafall mer ledigt, de d\u00e4r extrapassen var kanske inte s\u00e5 smarta men \u00e4nd\u00e5 v\u00e4rda det. Jag vill hj\u00e4lpa mina v\u00e4nner och st\u00e4lla upp om jag kan.<br \/>\nDet kommer l\u00f6sa sig den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen ocks\u00e5, utg\u00e5ngspunkten \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n i februari men s\u00e4mre \u00e4n november. Men det \u00e4r dags att hitta styrka i mig sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6r jag kommer vara d\u00e4r f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv, inte n\u00e5gon annan som ska b\u00e4ra mig.<\/p>\n<p>Jag v\u00e4rdes\u00e4tter\u00a0de v\u00e4nner som alltid st\u00e4ller upp oerh\u00f6rt h\u00f6gt.<br \/>\nEnormt st\u00f6d och alltid trevligt prata med folk.<br \/>\nDock k\u00e4nner jag mig som en belastning n\u00e4r jag m\u00e5r d\u00e5ligt utan egentlig orsak oftast. Men det g\u00f6r att jag inte vill vara den som h\u00f6r av mig, jag vill att andra ska vilja prata med mig ocks\u00e5 liksom.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Moln kan g\u00f6ra en riktigt cool bild ibland \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/20170612_201821.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-766\" src=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/20170612_201821-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"584\" height=\"438\" srcset=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/20170612_201821-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/20170612_201821-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/20170612_201821-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/themptander.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/20170612_201821-400x300.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6r rastl\u00f6s f\u00f6r att vilja sova. F\u00f6r mycket tankar som rusar. Om allt m\u00f6jligt, framtiden, jobbet och flera vinklar p\u00e5 allt av det. K\u00e4nner jag gjort n\u00e5t fel men inte riktigt vet vad ens eller jagat mina v\u00e4nner men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=765\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-765","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blogg"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/765","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=765"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/765\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":768,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/765\/revisions\/768"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=765"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=765"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=765"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}