{"id":1880,"date":"2020-06-04T04:34:55","date_gmt":"2020-06-04T02:34:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=1880"},"modified":"2020-06-04T23:11:13","modified_gmt":"2020-06-04T21:11:13","slug":"fritid-kan-aldrig-fa-for-mycket","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/?p=1880","title":{"rendered":"Fritid – Men tiden r\u00e4cker aldrig till oavsett hur mycket jag har"},"content":{"rendered":"

Var hemma en m\u00e5nad sjuk i april.
\nD\u00e5 hade jag n\u00e4stan f\u00f6r mycket fritid men jag blev inte uttr\u00e5kad.
\nJag hade och har nog fortfarande en del ta igen p\u00e5 vilo\/g\u00f6r ingenting planet verkar det som. F\u00e5r se n\u00e4r jag f\u00e5r n\u00e4sta chans vila ordentligt, kanske n\u00e4r det h\u00e4r med bilen l\u00f6ser sig p\u00e5 vad f\u00f6r s\u00e4tt det \u00e4n blir.<\/p>\n

Men jag kom till en del insikter som var sk\u00f6nt.
\nSen att de insikterna inte alltid hj\u00e4lper mot de typ osynliga slagen i magen som vissa syner eller information kan ge, det \u00e4r en annan sak. Men det hj\u00e4lper i l\u00e4ngden och beh\u00f6vde bearbetas oavsett f\u00f6r att n\u00e5gonsin kunna komma vidare helt.<\/p>\n

\u00c4nd\u00e5 sk\u00f6nt komma fram\u00e5t, f\u00f6r det \u00e4r det jag g\u00f6r.
\nOftast k\u00e4nns det s\u00e5 iallafall tills jag pl\u00f6tsligt hamnar 14 steg tillbaka igen f\u00f6r ett tag.
\nD\u00e5 kr\u00e4vs det lite mer tid och tankar, sm\u00e4lta allt och sedan komma till ro med det hela mer eller mindre. G\u00e5r hyfsat \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men har en bit kvar.
\nBabysteps, babysteps…<\/p>\n

Nu \u00e4r det dags f\u00f6r ny ledighet, f\u00f6rhoppningsvis med en dags vila iallafall.
\nRoliga saker v\u00e4ntar dock ocks\u00e5 men lite vila beh\u00f6vs f\u00f6r det \u00e4r hektiskt p\u00e5 jobbet och en nerv\u00f6s och n\u00e5got stressad period v\u00e4ntar. Beh\u00f6ver den mentala \u00e5terh\u00e4mtningen helt enkelt f\u00f6r att hj\u00e4rnan ska ladda om och orka ta nya tag.<\/p>\n

Ny bil \u00e4r ett orosmoment som verkligen h\u00e4nger \u00f6ver mig. Dr\u00f6mmer konstiga dr\u00f6mmar om olika bilar och vakansl\u00e4get p\u00e5 jobbet. F\u00f6rhoppningsvis l\u00f6ser det sig p\u00e5 fredag eller i b\u00f6rjan p\u00e5 n\u00e4sta vecka.<\/p>\n

Men som det k\u00e4nns just nu skulle jag n\u00e4stan beh\u00f6va vara hemma en m\u00e5nad till f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv och allt annat. Komma i fas liksom.
\nMen det kommer, semester om typ 45 dagar…
\nMen f\u00f6rst se fram emot fredag och l\u00f6rdag \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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Var hemma en m\u00e5nad sjuk i april. D\u00e5 hade jag n\u00e4stan f\u00f6r mycket fritid men jag blev inte uttr\u00e5kad. Jag hade och har nog fortfarande en del ta igen p\u00e5 vilo\/g\u00f6r ingenting planet verkar det som. F\u00e5r se n\u00e4r jag … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,211],"tags":[650,244,774,771,773,204,772,770,400,284],"class_list":["post-1880","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blogg","category-livet","tag-aterhamtning","tag-bil","tag-hemma","tag-insikter","tag-konstiga-drommar","tag-ledig","tag-roliga-saker","tag-steg-framat","tag-stress","tag-vila"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1880","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1880"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1880\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2153,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1880\/revisions\/2153"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1880"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1880"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themptander.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1880"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}